BEATRIS MALAKHOVA: LOVER - FROM THE WORD «LOVE»
I made a risk. I crossed the line, tasting the forbidden fruit, giving myself up to dizzying passion, becoming a mistress ... Not a girlfriend, not a bride, not a wife - secret love with all her charms and sorrows: rare dates where «nobody-nobody»; short, on the run, with a sinking heart, talking on the phone, when alone and close - no one who, by scraps of phrases, will suspect a love affair; with carefully playful and obscene messages and traces of lipstick on the cheek, carefully cleared from prying eyes ... Misunderstanding of the relatives («You are wasting your youth and beauty on it»), poorly hidden envy of single friends, disapproving glances of colleagues when you rush headlong for one call, forgetting about home, about work, about myself.
Lover - from the word «love». It gives a man pleasure, joy, bliss, after all, even the happiness that he needs as the air to feel himself exceptional. It is a powerful magical energy, exciting blood, nourishing its male ego, giving it a life force for new achievements.
Lover - from the word «admire». It is a woman-holiday: always well-groomed, stylish, always meeting the chosen one «as for the first time,» always ready to give him love and bliss, answering every love call. A fascinating woman-picture: beautiful, smart, smiling. Impressive imagination beautiful statue with enticing bends and magnificent forms. A tender, sensual, piercing melody that carries away to the magical distance. She is admired, she is pampered, adored and given attention. But not in full measure, but only a part of attention.
Psychologists say that there lives a proud and independent cat in every woman. But only a real predator - wild, unrestrained, unchained and passionate - is able to «go for the red flags» in search of Love. Discarding doubts, embarrassment, shame. And only a few cats has strong animal instinct which whisper -stop, it’s dangerous, come back! The majority of the recklessly brave are doomed to loneliness and throwing in a love triangle, and in these three corners, along the ruthless and callous to the human senses laws of science, they are pursued by the same acute as these corners, loneliness. Tedious, waiting for meetings, days, lonely nights, rebellious dreams and sobering reality: always only «number 2», and never - «number 1».
Mistress - a dangerous game, but if the stakes are really high, excitement leaves no choice.